90 Day Fiancé
Star of90 Day Fiancé , Ashley Martson apportion a picture of her at her lowest in 2019 after exclaim about her kinship woes with her x - husband Jay Smith . In the legend , Ashley encourages her followers to keep moving forward in 2020 and that the tough times they are live now will get better .
Ashley was introduced to TLC fans when she appear on time of year 6 of90 Day Fiancé.31 - year - former Ashley , from Pennsylvania , met 19 - class - sure-enough Jay while she was holiday in Jamaica . The relationship blossomed , the two were soon engage , and their roller - coaster journey to the communion table was documented on the show . sports fan get up with the couple in time of year 4 of90 Day Fiancé : Happily Ever After?when Ashley find out that Jay had slept with another adult female the john of his tattoo apprenticeship . She then immediatelykicked him outand charge for divorcement a second and final time back in April . The turbulent relationship was watched by millions astheir man and wife unravel . After months of Jay turn down tosign the divorce paper , he finally undermine and signal , and in November Ashley lionize her divorce being last .
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Ashley posted a picture of her with her mascara smeared down her cheeks from tears . She tells her devotee the story behind the photo , revealing that it was a photo by chance taken on the night of her natal day party in New York City . That night , Jay had shown up , circumstantially , for the solemnization after they had split and filed for a divorcement for the 2nd and concluding clock time . She said that while the exchange between her and Jay was amiable and even nice , she broke down while in the Uber home . She allege this was the nighttime when she realized she had failed , writing,“I failed my matrimony , myself , my child . My heart was break into a million piece of music and the wall whole caved in around me . “She said this was the blue part of her life , writing,“I never felt a hurt like this in my aliveness . Ever . “Ashley ’s fullInstagrampost can be seen below :
She write a very poignant message to her followers about how the hurting of whatever battle they ’re go through is only temporary . She wrote,“I just want men and charwoman to both know it ’s okay to not be okay . It ’s okay to cry it out . It ’s okay to not be strong all the time . It ’s okay to fail . What ’s not ok is to get it demolish you . you’re able to , and you will , get back up and begin to pick up the pieces . “She acknowledge that"to this day"she ’s still hurting about the divorce from Jay and even admitted that she still fuck him . She continued to further her fan , " So all of you who are struggling please know these feelings are temporary and you will get back to yourself . Time really does heal wound . " She then revealed that this will be the last sentence she will speak about her marriage to Jay , articulate she want desperately"to start a new chapter and not look back . "
This year has been detrimental for Ashley , from finding out about Jay ’s infidelity to getting a divorcement in front of trillion of90 Day Fiancéfans . It seems that Ashely is in a goodish position - mentally , emotionally , and physically . Here ’s hoping that 2020 will be better .
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